Tuesday, November 18, 2014

Death by Misadventure, by Mark A. Greene

                                                            

Death by Misadventure

“Missing UGA Student, Rebecca Greene, Found Dead In Creek” became breaking news in November of 2013. Since that time many have wondered and have asked just what did happen to Rebecca? As her father, I now wish to fully release the complete story of what brought Rebecca to such a tragic death.
Rebecca was a determined, independent, vivacious 22 year old young woman, who passionately took life by the horns. All who knew her can testify to her love for people and for living life to its fullest. But in the midst of all this, she had her ups and downs with anxiety and depression. In an effort to deal with this depression, she turned to healthcare professionals, who ended up putting her on various Black Box anti-depressants.
“Black Box” is a Food and Drug Administration term applied to specific prescription drugs that the FDA strongly warns may cause, especially for those under the age of 24, suicidal thoughts and or suicidal behavior. The FDA also warns that a person on these drugs must be closely monitored due to this suicidal warning and the dangerous side effects these drugs may induce.
At this point, you may ask why Rebecca’s healthcare professionals would prescribe and keep her on drugs so potentially detrimental to her? For that matter, why did they not attempt to wean her off of these drugs, since it is reported that the user can develop a dependence on them? Once again, why did they not prescribe anti-depressants not on the FDA Black Box warning list for suicidal behavior?
As Rebecca’s father, I did not know she was on these drugs, nor how dangerous they were until after her death. All of us are encouraged to trust the healthcare community. All of us are assured this community will not do anything to put us in harm’s way. So from the start, Rebecca gave them her trust, and I cannot help but say, that trust led her to a tragic end. At this point, I am not saying any of Rebecca’s healthcare providers deliberately put her in harm’s way, but with all the warnings surrounding the dangers of Black Box drugs, could they not have chosen to put her on a different medical path?
Now, let’s move to the time of Rebecca’s death. In late July of 2013, she saw a healthcare provider for the last time in Brunswick, GA, and then headed back to college at UGA, where she was taking daily doses of Wellbutrin and Prozac. Both are listed on the FDA Black Box warning list as drugs that have been known to induce suicidal behavior. At some point in the fall semester, it seems that some of the side effects associated with these drugs began to quickly increase. At the same time, the selective serotonin re-uptake inhibitors, SSRI for short, apparently took a negative turn and began to rewire her mind to eventually accept and act on the impulse to commit suicide. SSRI drugs alter the levels of a mood enhancing chemical called serotonin. But what it comes down to is that there is something about these drugs that can “alter” a person’s thinking to the point that they willingly, and in Rebecca’s case, not only willingly, but calmly commit suicide. Let’s move on.
On the weekend of November 16 and 17, Rebecca attended her Phi Sigma Pi National Honor Fraternity retreat. Virtually everyone present shared that Rebecca was a joy to be around and was in a pleasant frame of mind. Early on the morning of November 18, before heading off to campus, Rebecca, for the last time, talked with her housemate, Allie, who said Rebecca was her usual self. A few hours later, she spoke with one of her professors after class. He later stated that she did not seem stressed at all; he was in complete shock and disbelief over her death. About 5pm, November 18, Rebecca finished studying at a UGA library, texting her boyfriend to come pick her up; he text back that he would. Then several minutes later, she returned a text saying, “Actually, you know what, I guess I’ll just ride the bus because I kind of feel like going for a walk anyways. “ She even text a smiley face at the end.
About 5:15pm, she googled on her laptop, “the fastest way to overdose.” With that information, she rode the bus to a store, just a 10 minute walk from her house. She entered the store, and at 5:48pm bought several sleep aids. She made the short walk to her house, and for whatever reason, in her altered mental state, put her backpack under her housemate’s car. She hopped on her bike, and within minutes arrived at a nearby creek. At the creek, who knows what was going through her mind, a mind fully taken over by the suicidal thoughts induced by the Black Box drugs. She attempted to take all 80 of the soft-gel sleep aids, and then washed them down with a 12 ounce bottle of the liquid sleep aid Diphenhyrdamine. Eventually, becoming extremely drowsy, she made her way into the shallow creek, sat down, leaned back into the water, apparently crossing her arms over her chest, and let herself die. She lay in the creek all night and was found the next morning by a law enforcement officer. Her face was out of the water, and her eyes were open. She did not drown. Her body, being immersed in cold running water, caused her to die of hypothermia, but she was lured to the creek and murdered by these powerful Black Box anti-depressants. These drugs convinced her that ending her life was a good thing to do. Rebecca is not alone. Thousands of people die each year due to the tragic side effects of Black Box drugs. A partial list of SSRI suicidal deaths can be found on the website www.ssristories.com. Go to that site and click Archives, and then click number 11. It speaks for itself.
At this point I wish to inject 2 quotes: the first is from the Suicide Zone, found on www.rxisk.org. “It is important to distinguish between suicide and death by misadventure. Suicide is the deliberate termination of one’s own existence while in one’s right mind. Taking one’s own life under the influence of drugs is death by misadventure, not suicide. This distinction has huge legal, financial, insurance, and religious implications, as well as being of great importance to family and friends.” The second quote is from Dr. David Healy, an internationally respected psychiatrist, author, and Professor of Psychiatry in Wales. He is an outspoken critic of the types of drugs my daughter was prescribed. He states, “In a series of lectures, I have raised the question as to how long it might be before doctors would be found guilty for a suicide or homicide linked to an antidepressant, given that we have known that these drugs can cause suicide or homicide for over 50 years.”
To conclude: if you are on a drug that is on the FDA Black Box warning list, get off of it before it is too late, especially if you are under the age of 24. You have no guarantee that you will not become one of its’ victims of suicide. And beware; you cannot abruptly stop taking these drugs. You must come off slowly, under medical supervision. If you are a doctor, would you prescribe a drug on the FDA Black Box warning list for suicidal behavior to your son or daughter? Would you be willing to take the chance that your child would not end their life as my daughter did? Does the Hippocratic Oath no longer hold any value in our modern society?
Perhaps the knowledge this letter reveals will prevent someone else from a tragic death by these drugs. This would cause me, as Rebecca’s father, to have quiet solace, knowing that some good came out of Rebecca’s murder. Thank-you for your time. 

God Bless, 
Mark Greene, 
father of Rebecca Greene

November, 2014

*UPDATE*

 My father had started a petition on change.org to "Reduce Black Box anti-depressant suicide of young people through better education, drug control, and accountability of the medical community." If you have been touched by Rebecca's story, please consider clicking the underlined text and adding your name to those demanding greater accountability for the Black Box Anti-depressants.


33 comments:

  1. Mark, my heart just ACHES for you! God bless you and your family. I met Rebecca a couple times and she was always wearing a beautiful smile. (I'm Bethany Michael's Dad)

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  2. So sad. We miss you Rebecca. <3

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  3. Very well written. I have been on various Black Box Drugs myself and am currently taking one. I have had several horrible experiences being on these drugs. I have tried to stop taking them, however, I end up getting prescribed a new drug in order to quit the previous drug. Thank you for sharing Rebecca's story. It has impacted my life. I want to get off these drugs more than ever!

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    1. Beautifully written, Mark.

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    2. So very sad! These health care professionals need to be brought to some kind of reprimand, at the very least!

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  5. My oldest son was at UGA at the time of her death and I happened to be in Athens when Rebecca was missing. We are from Brunswick as well. I had no idea about the effect of these drugs and I thank you for sharing Rebecca's story. I happen to be on these medications myself. My heart broke for you when I read this news, even if we don't know one another. I feel an sense of understanding now, how something like this could happen when there seemed to be no sense to the news reports. Please accept my deepest sympathy in the loss of your beautiful daughter. I remember her from Gnats and wish I had known her better. God bless. SJJ

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  6. first I want to send my thought to you and your family. I knew Rebecca from school and I always saw her with a smile on her face. she was always smiling. when I heard about her passing I was so shocked. I kept checking to make sure I wasn't getting the name wrong. Again, I am so sorry for your lose and I hope that God will mend your hearts. God has a very special angel standing beside him

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  7. Our hearts break for you and Carol and your family . We are still praying for God's Peace to be with you all .

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  8. I'm really sorry for your loss, but please don't encourage people to stop taking psychiatric medications as 99% of the time it does a l lot more good than harm and it has helped me myself tremendously. I understand your trying to help, but you may end up inadvertently harming people. Again, I'm very sorry.

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    1. I should have responded to you long before now. But you say 99% of the time. And just where did you get that number from. Even the FDA will not back you up on that number. Go back and read carefully what I said in my letter. There are drugs that are not on the dangerous Black List that can help with depression. But Black Boxes drugs are a multi-million dollar maker. The big pharmaceutical companies push these drugs hard onto the medical community. My friend you are one of the lucky ones if these drugs work for you. But the grave yards are full of those not so lucky.

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  9. First and foremost, sorry for your loss. I was a UGA student in the same grade as Rebecca when this happened, though I did not know her. I was also taking antidepressants at the time of her death. I would be cautious warning people against using "Black Box" drugs. For some people these drugs are very effective. It's true that some people will experience suicidal ideation and even act on these thoughts due to the effects of the drugs. I can't say empirically, but I would wager that this is the minority of people who take these drugs. I would caution people that these drugs often have many side effects including suicidal ideation but, if you are experiencing depression or other mental disorders I would encourage you to consider this as an option. Antidepressants never worked for me though they work for 70-90% of the population (KS Al-Harbi, 2012). This is my area of research as I pursue my doctoral degree; hopefully I can help others with this debilitating disease. Sorry again for your loss, her pain is finally over.

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  10. So very sorry for your loss. Suicide of a loved one is an incredibly painful event that nobody should ever have to experience. As a social service provider at a psychiatric hospital, I can confirm that certain anti-depressants definitely can increase risk of suicide, simply because they can exacerbate symptoms of depression, like hopelessness. Depression clouds judgement, and can make its victims feel like there is no other alternative but to end the suffering permanently. Obviously, suicide is never the answer, but someone struggling with depression will often feel a sense of calm about the matter once they have decided to commit suicide, because they feel they have reached a solution. It's tragic that she was not more closely monitored by her psychiatrist and other providers, they definitely should have explored other options for treatment. My sincerest condolences for you and your family.

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  11. I'm so sorry. Thank you for sharing this and helping to maybe save someone else from the same fate.

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  12. Thank you so much for your caveat. It means a lot to me as a parent of a young man on at least one of these meds. I pray for better treatments daily and monitor my son the best I can from 4 hours away. We have asked his friends to be close and they are committed to watching for these, sometimes almost imperceptible changes, which they do religiously. However, it can still be missed. Thanks so much for your opening your heart to us!

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  13. I have deep/severe depression and anxiety. I have been on Wellbutrin, Prozac, Paxil, Zoloft, Seriquil, and many many more. Right now I am on Lexapro once a day and Buspar 3 times a day. Along with a couple other medications for anxiety and depression. But when I was on Wellbutrin (and I know everyone is different) I would hear voices telling me to go grab a gun and shoot myself. I would catch myself walking to the gun safe. And I would tell myself no.... I had to fight it. I never heard voices in my life, that Wellbutrin made me suicidal and it was beyond my control... I honestly didn't know what I was doing until I caught myself. I had to wing myself off of it bc the dr that put me on it quit. I slept for 2-3 weeks straight to get it out my system. I know I need medication and the Lexapro has been the one so far that has had the less side effects for me. If I miss a dose I can tell a big difference. But it doesn't help the way I want it to.... I basically want a cure but there isn't one.... I found one dr.... one dr that took the time to understand me instead of just trying to throw me on meds. I did have to get put on meds but he was careful. He said you have 3 receptors in your brain and I can't have meds that mess with 1 of the receptors.... but he moved.... but he was the best dr I found.....

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    1. Wellbutrin made me crazy... literally with no control of myself.... I never heard voices until I was on that and when I got off it, I never heard voices again...

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  14. My heart aches for you & your family. There are so many people taking these anti-depressants because they trust their physicians & the drugs they prescribe. They claim that a chemical imbalance causes depression, anxiety, anger, etc. & the meds. will balance them out. The biggest problem that I found with this is that they don't bother running any tests on their patients to make sure that they have a chemical imbalance before giving them these meds., so what happens to a person that doesn't have an imbalance & they take these meds.? I know they take blood test but that's just to check the liver. They would have to do brain scans, check your spinal fluid, etc. & they don't! Does anyone know what the long term effects of taking these meds. are? Unfortunately, I do. Not only do these meds. alter young peoples thoughts causing them to commit suicide but it slowly alters everyone else that takes those meds. The long term effects of taking those meds. are devastating! My brother had an anger problem & was put on those meds. They would change his meds. throughout the years & even though he would be calm, he wasn't the person that I knew. After taking a certain pill for so long your body becomes immune or adjusts & that pill no longer works so they just keep switching to different pills. After going through all of the pills, they started him on shots. He kept telling me that the shots made his brain feel like mush but there wasn't anything that I could do bc he couldn't just quit taking them or it could kill him. Now the shots don't work & he has liver damage from all those years of meds. He's like a dog with rabies & they won't do anything to help him other than keep giving him those meds. that no longer work. He can be extremely violent & I had to literally threaten the state officials to remove him from my mothers home because she was having to stay locked in her bedroom out of fear & the police refused to help her. They put him in a home where he could come & go as he pleased knowing that he's a walking time bomb. A few weeks ago he decided to go back to my mothers & he's still there. He's in need of medical attention but refuses it bc he isn't mentally stable enough to make the right decisions. They force him to take their meds. but claim that they can't force him to get medical help. They have never tried to ween him off of those meds.! He's going to die because of their meds. & there is nothing that I can do but watch.

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  15. Praying for you and all that knew and loved her in this tragic loss. I am in the healthcare field and it is sad and shocking how many people do have and are treated for mental illnesses. Thank you for sharing your story in hopes that it will help someone else.

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  16. First, I want to say I am very sorry for your loss. I think losing Rebecca was a loss to society. My deepest prayers have gone to your family. I do want to clarify a few things that are in my scope of practice. I agree that SSRI (Prozac) and SNRI (Wellbutrin) antidepressants are very dangerous drugs. I also agree that they can increase suicidal thoughts. They are known to increase these thoughts by less than 1% in adults from the ages of 18 to 24 (specifically 5 more people than placebo out of 1000 people in the trial group - per clinical trials completed by the manufacturer of Prozac). Yes, Prozac does have the "Black Box Warning" because of the increase in suicidal thoughts. Ciprofloxacin (a common antibiotic) also the "Black Box Warning," though for tendon rupture. I personally know hundreds of people who have had positive experiences on these medications. I am sad that your daughter did not. I do not know your daughter's complete medical background, but generally in medicine a non-medication route of treatment is preferred when there is one available for the particular disease state. Again, my deepest condolences goes to your family.

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  17. I am sorry to hear your lost Mark, Carol, and the children. Thank you for sharing her story. Well done Mark and well presented. Rebecca looks so precious, unique and beautiful in the picture, just like her parents, beautiful inside and out. I was wondering if she was being monitored by her doctor who prescribed the medicine to her. She should have been monitored and if Rebecca had mentioned of some of her suicidal thoughts to the doctor who prescribed the medicine. Do you guys have access to her medical records? I hope you guys do. Anyhow, I know healing will take a while. I trust that our God will comfort and bring you guys to total healing. My prayers are with all. Love you guys

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  18. I have known so many "kids' 17-24 that have been prescribed these meds, and several have committed suicide ! I don't know how the companies studies are performed but we all know that drug companies can make drug trials "look" however they want them too! My 17 year old daughter was prescribed these meds with out my knowledge . Her older boyfriend took her to his "Doctor ", who without our knowledge or permission put her on these meds ! When I found them , we did our own withdrawal plan !! Her boyfriend later committed suicide and I am convinced she would have been next if we had not intervened ! I have thought many times about suing the Dr. who prescribed the meds , but don't have the finances to hire an attorney who would take the case, because it is common practice !! My daughter was just experiencing teen anxiety and stress that we all did at that age . Kids today just don't learn how to work through their problems and feelings without taking a pill. If these so -called Dr.s would take time to give these kids specific ways to work thru some of their problems instead of just giving them a pill, they would be able to cope with anything life throws at them. We have a generation of kids that do not know how to communicate face to face without a cellphone or computer. This generation expects to just be given another pill when any problem arises !!! Something has to change and someone (The DOCTORS) must be held responsible for overdosing our kids !

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  19. So very sorry for your loss....she was a beautiful person. She touched many lives and will be remembered always.

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  20. Mark, your commentary is beautiful and well stated. I only worked with Hannah for a short time, but didn't have the pleasure of knowing Rebecca, but it sounds like she was a beautiful person inside and out. My heart goes out to you and your family. Reading previous comments, it seems like many feel these drugs have been beneficial. Perhaps in the short term, for some. But we don't know what they are doing long term. There are alternative methods out there. The typical American diet is a huge factor in our depression epidemic for starters, but that's another discussion. My husband's youngest brother also had a death by misadventure while taking Lexapro (also an SSRI drug). It was completely unexpected, out of the blue. He was only 18. That was almost 12 yrs ago, BEFORE the black box warnings. His family has been in litigation with the drug company ever since. Back then the doctors didn't fully understand the possible side effects. Now, however they do. Not only are they fully aware, they push these drugs because they receive kickbacks from the drug companies. When I hear stats such as "affects less than 1% of the population"...I say that's too many. Anyone would feel the same if their loved one was part of that statistic, especially when there are other, safer alternatives out there. My thoughts and prayers are ever with you and your family as you move toward closure and peace with all of this. God Bless.

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  21. I am so sorry for your loss. I know there is nothing I can say to make it any easier, but thank you for sharing. I know this story all too well. I was put on prozac when I was 18 and attempted suicide several times over the next 9 yrs. I became a different person on these drugs and did things that I would never have done without these drugs in my system. The whole time I was on them I felt like I was in a dream, watching myself but I could not wake myself up and control my actions. I am praying for you and your family. God bless you.

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  22. First off, my deepest condolences go to your family during this time. However, your point of view comes off as a father who's simply looking for someone/something to blame. The correct answer is there's really no one to blame for what happened to your daughter. There is no class of antidepressants that comes without a black box warning for suicide. Antidepressants work by giving someone more energy and motivation at first before the underlying chemistry problem is fixed. This means that in the beginning stages of taking the drug, someone will have more energy to do things, but will still have a depressed mindset. This gives some people the motivation to carry out suicidal thoughts. However, if someone seems depressed enough to require medication, there is no "safe" medication the doctors could put them on. The risk of suicide without antidepressants is MUCH higher than a depressed person on antidepressants. Besides, while it's true SSRIs "double" the suicide rate, in reality the studies were 2 in 1,000 vs. 4 in 1,000. It's truly irresponsible for you to say that everyone under the age of 24 should get off their medications. I'm sorry your daughter didn't find the right combination of antidepressants in time to work for her. I'm sure she was a bright and wonderful individual that had a lot going for her. Yes, she should have had follow up meetings with her healthcare providers to ensure they were working for her. But overall, what you're saying does more harm to others than good.

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  23. Rebecca will & is very missed. A lot of us knew her from school its a very sad a tragic thing to even think of her going through. We love you Rebecca & think of you often.

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  24. It's sad to know the truth of what happen to Rebecca. When I first heard about it my heart dropped cause this was my 2009 classmate and a dear friend of mine. Now i see she pasted on my birthday but I miss you girl and I pray the family that the stay strong. R.I.P love

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  25. Rebecca is such a wonderful and intelligent girl and I was delighted that I got to know her while rushing. Phi Sig really misses her and her beautiful nature. <3

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  26. Mark I don't know if you remember me but I grew up on North End Drive with your daughters and still have family on the street. I was devastated when I heard the news from Rachel. I am sorry that your family has to go through an ordeal like this.

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  27. My deepest sympathy for your family. My grandfather took his own life after being prescribed Cymbalta for depression. We didn't know the dangers of this drug and the interactions of taking other medications. Sadly he ended his life and I will never understand why this medication was given to him. Your daughter was so beautiful!

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  28. I am truly sorry for your loss. My family know's only to well what a story like this brings. Your daughter was beautiful and had her whole life, and like ours a drug took that precious life away.
    July 17,2013. A date that will forever be etched in our life's. Our son Michael had a sleeping disorder, although never formally diagnosed, no test of any kind but was assumed that it was a sleeping disorder. He could not fall asleep and stay sleep. He would stay up for days at a time. So his MD sent him to a sleep specialist. from the first visit she started giving sleep aides like candy. all with black box warnings. over the course of two and a half years my son would take so many drugs during this time he would become so sick from side effects that I would admit his life was truly a living hell. During the course of his treatment he was always classified as chronic and worsening. At no time did his doctor involve any other doctors, she choose to treat herself. It is not just the black box warnings but the reprogramming that is going on in the brains of our children and family members, The second part especially to our children who believe that the trained medical professional know's more and there for should be listened to. These drugs are designed to reprogram your mind and they do!
    In our case we have a doctor who claims to be a anesthesiologist,psychiatrist,oncologist,Allergy & Immunology. She is only board certified in Critical Care, Pulmonogist,and Sleep and yet as a board certified sleep specialist performs no testing of any kind. Yet is treating my son with many different RX's. It would take the death of my son for me to start asking questions, I had no idea that this stuff could be doing the very thing it was doing, slowly driving him crazy. I never understood why he was always sick and why if he was taking sleep meds he was not sleeping. This doctor gave him Ambien, and then turned around and gave the generic version of Ambien so he had more then double the dose a number of times during the course of 2 1/2 years. She would give samples as well with no notes of how much. The end result is that our son took his life. The end result here is that this could have been prevented. My son went to his doctor, my son called her every time there was a problem. From what is in his records the meds stopped working every two to three weeks and the phone calls back and forth and the constant med changing.
    I struggle with this story of Rebecca's and like mine the last hours of life are so inter mingled with normal life as if its just another day, and yet at the end of the day both children are gone. This should speak volume's to everyone and how we spoke to our loved ones as if it were just another day, and yet a monster was inside and no one saw that monster coming, none of use caught the fact something was really wrong. I urge everyone who reads all of these posts notice one constant thing as you read over and over, notice all of the different people who have stated something about loss or almost loss of a loved one. If these meds are so great how come no one has posted about how great they feel? how come the postings are all about negative effects. I urge each person who is taking any SSRI or Benzo's pls go to the FDA's web sight and read about what you are taking. Take note that most of this stuff is meant for short term use!!! This is what the drug companies tell the FDA. So why then do doctors continue to prescribe this stuff for longer then what is stated by the FDA and the drug company's. I urge everybody who is taking this stuff please invite an outside caregiver who can monitor you in the event you cannot. Tell your care giver what the side effects are and what to watch for. And as for Blame I place blame on every doctor that chooses to go beyond what is recommend.
    To Rebecca's family I am truly sorry for your loss, your daughter was beautiful, and had so many things yet to experience. To soon to be robbed of life. My prayers are with you and your family.

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